to esteila kata lathos...uparxei sunexeia

Marilu exv thn aisthsh oti ta problhmata tha paroun ki allo xrono...Ta oikogeneiaka problhmata fainetai oti exoun sxesh me to patera sou kai epekteinontai kai sth douleia sou? h se mia sxesh sou? sta oikonomika sou? einai oi tomeis pantvs pou xtypiountai apo to Krono kai den mporeis na kaneis kai idiaitera pragmata gia na ta teleivnoun mia vra arxitera... apo thn allh pleura epeidh h Afrodith sou ston Leonta kanei kales gvnies me to Dia uparxei kai h periptvsh mesa sth duskolia ta epaggelmatika sou na pagivthoun me kapoio tropo me perissoteres euthunes, me anoigma allou?

afhste xilia louloudia na anthisoun...-)))

Marilu dvse mou ta stoixeia sou gia na mh psaxnv..

Geia sou DreamShow...Xairomai polu pou sunantieste kai pernate kala...einai vraia na dhmiourgountai filies....h xara ths sunanthshs mas me kainourgious antrvpous einai eulogia otan uparxei koino pedio sunenohshs kai pote ma pote den eina tuxaies....

RunLOLArun nai tha mporouses na eisai hthopoios kai malista tou poiothkou kai me tash sto klassiko repertorio me megalous rolous... h skhnh tha htan mia eukairia sunaisthmatikou anoigmatos mesa apo rolous...to periergo einai oti env diaxeirizesai esvterika ta aisthmata sou sxedon apsoga uparxei duskampsia pros ta eksv, ta kamouflareis... env mesa sou eisai me polu mikra problhmata isorophmenh, uparxei distaktikothta na ta apokalupseis pros ta eksv...san na fobasai mhpvs ektetheis, apostasiopoihsai apo to synaisthma sou...
Pantvs h dikhgoria kai malista sthn ypshlvterh morfh ths sto dikastiko svma sou tairiazei ganti....exeis bathia gnvsh tvn antrvpinvn sxesevn, mporeis na skanareis enan antrvpo esvterika kai na anakalupseis ti ton kanei na leitourgei opvs leitourgei kai exeis kai megalh agaph stous antrvpous kai to pono tous...Ara den kaneis kati pou den se ekfrazei kai akolouthvntas auto to dromo den tha to metanoivseis...Den eisai kapou asxeta apo tis anagkes sou kai tis epithumies sou...
Antilambanesai kai exeis talento sto na anakalupteis to bathos tvn antrvpvn kai na katanohseis to pathos poy mporei na odhghsei kai sto egklhma, opvs kai th skoteinh pleura tvn antrvpinvn sxesevn...Mporeis na gineis lamprh dikhgoros, h dikasths...

Nai pinkangel stathera stis epalkseis...

Joaquin to periergo tha htan na mh sumbainei tipota sth zvh sou..
Me vroskopo, selhnh kai afrodith na xtypiountai apo to Krono kai me to Ploutvna na pernaei apo ton Poseidvna sou einai apolutvs fusiologiko na allazoun ola...Zeis to telos tvn pseudaisthisevn se olous tous tomeis... Oti fantazosouna, pisteues, oles oi idees gia th zvh kai gia to pvs leitourgoun ta pragmata den isxuei kai akoma perissotero katarreei... Zeis mia biaih enhlikivsh...H allages kai oi diapistvseis einai kurivs esvterikes, psuxologikes, sunaisthmatikes.. San na anabei ksafnika ena fvs se ena skoteino dvmatio kai anakalupteis kai pragmata pou se fobizoun, se tarazoun, se ksenizoun, se apogohteuoun...Einai mia tromera shmantikh stigmh gia na breis ton eauto sou, ta thelv sou, tous stoxous sou, th sxesh sou me tous allous...Mh fobasai th monaksia kai thn apomonvsh- einai anagkastika stadia gia na peraseis sthn epomenh fash...
Yparxei amesa kalo neo? Yparxei...O Dias me to pou mpainei sto Toksoth sta telh sxedon tou mhna kai mesa sto Dekembrio sou fernei mai thetikh ekseliksh epaggelmatikh an exeis ksekinhsei thn epaggelmatikh sou zvh, h kati pou sxetizetai me spoudes- epektash tous? skepseis gia spoudes sto eksvteriko? metakinhsh? arxh kapoias douleias? Ta pragmata tha arxisoun na strvnoun stadiaka, alla pros to paron mhn afhseis auth th duskolh epoxh na perasei xarakthrizontas thn kakh...EKmetaleusou thn gia na matheis kati gia ton eauto sou...Mono mesa stis asxhmes periodous mathainoume tous eautous mas pote allote- dustuxvs...

Mariaaek uparxei sumbatothta kai sobares endeikseis gia diarkeia..
To mono pou xreiazetai na ypogramistei einai oti to allo prosvpo exei anagkh gia epikoinvnia kai koinvnikothta pou den fainetai na antilambanesai th shmasia tou kai ekei uparxei elleima sunenohshs kai pithanon prostribes...Pithanon esu vs pio esvttrefhs pio sugkrathmenh kai pernvntas th zvh sunthithvs apo thn asxhmh pleura ths na anhsuxeis gia thn anagkh tou allou gia elafrothta, gia sunanastrofes eksv apo esena kai th diathesh tou na brisketai diarkvs en kinhsei, h en pasei periptvsei na anazhtaei me ton ena h ton allo tropo stimulation anamesa stous antrvpous..Mh ksexnas einai Didumos kai h stasimothta kai h apoksenvsh apo tous allous antrrvpous apotelei katara gia auton...Xreiazetai eleutheria kai excitement...Pantvs oi sunaisthmatikes anagkes sas kai o tropos pou antimetvpizete tis sxeseis einai sxedon paraplhsios...
Pisteuv oti tous prohgoumenous mhnes uphrxe gerh krish ek merous tou- treis planhtes sto Tayro- ki auto shmainei oti uphrxan problhmata sti sxesh opvs kai oikonomika kurivs problhmata.. Teleivsan...
Oso gia sena me epistrofh Dia mesa ston Noembrio tha exeis ena kalo neo pou afora epaggelmatiko thema, h mia metakinhsh pou se endiaferei na ginei -allagh spitiou? metakomish kai allagh douleias se kati kalutero, kati kainourgio en pasei periptvsei pou apotelei thetikh ekseliksh...
Kombiko shmeio gia th sxesh apotelei to diasthma Martios/Aprilios/Maios otan o Ouranos perasei panv apo ton Ixthu vroskopo tou kai shmainei ksafnikh allagh, anagkh gia eleutheria, anagkh gia drastikes allages...O Ouranos einai egvisths kai den upologizei tis anagkes tvn allvn para mono tis dikes mas..Epaggelmatika h sunaisthmatika fernei allages pou ekplhsoun kai emas tous idious...An ephreasei ta epaggelmatika tote shmainei ksafnikh allagh douleias, h paraithsh, h apvleia epaggellmatikh..Ksafnikh metakinhsh, kati anatreptiko mesa sthn oikogeneia klp. Sta aisthmatika otan oi sxeseis exoun baltvsei sunhthvs shmainei ena trito antrvpo, h apotomo xvrismo...Einai periodos pou o ouranos se parasurei gia kati kainourgio an zeis se mia sxesh routinas kai epanalhpshs, pou asfiktias me ta idia kai ta idia kai theleis pathos, entash, ananevsh...An den uparxoun sthn uparxousa sxesh ta anazhtas allou h eisbalei sth zvh sou kapoios pou sta dinei kai trelainesai...An h sxesh einai kinhtikh hdh kai den exei pesei se telma den uparxei problhmata. Ananewse th sxesh an den einai sta kalutera, dvse ths drash kai entash kai prvtotupia, kane thn deytero mhna tou melitos allivs h lush tha erthei apo eksv, h o allos baremenos tha thn kanei...

Marianna den tha se kourasv me mia thalassa leptomereivn..Tha sou pv kateytheian...oti tha ta katafereis tha ta katafereis, oti tha diakritheis tha diakritheis, oti tha exeis thesh eksousias argotera tha exeis...Exv thn aisthsh oti tha asxolhtheis kai me thn ereuna- se endiaferei? Opvs kai thn aisthsh oti theleis h skeptesai na kaneis parallhla kati pou tha dieurunei tis gnvseis sou kai ta talenta sou...h na epekteineis ki allo auto pou spoydazeis...Env deixneis kai eisia kata ena megalo kommati antrvpos tvn isorropivn en toutois me mia selhnh sto Krio mporeis ana pasa stigmh na xarazeis to prosvpiko sou dromo.. Yparxoun duskolies, ta pragmata den einai eukola, alla na thumasai pnata oti oi prvtoboylies anhkoun se sena ...Den anhkeis stous antrvpous pou oi sunthikes kai ta prosvpa tous epiiballoun pragmata kai poreies parolo pou exeis anagkh thn epidokimasia tvn allvn esu kai mono esu mporeis na
fiakseis th zvh sou..
Kai xrhmata polla mporeis na exeis an den theopoihseis thn oikonomikh asfaleia pou se endiaferei polu..Den einai aksia to xrhma, aksia exoun ta talenta sou kai oi idees sou...Opote tha theoreis oti to xrhma apotelei th monadikh kai apokleistikh apodeiksh ths aksias sou tha xanetai.....A ki exeis panta ena aggelo sto pleuro sou pou den se afhnei na xatheis...
kalh sou tuxh kai euxomai ola na pane kateuxhn.