pou lete den ftaiei o paralipths.. ti pou htane tavros, ti pou htane lewn, ti ixtheis, ti parthenos, ti didymos, ti aigwkairos, ti zygos.. to kako einai oti tosa xronia pisteva pws mou laxenan trofimoi psyxiatrikwn klinikwn  gt einai ths moiras mou grafto h -otan pia to pragma eixe ftasei sto aproxwrito- gt tous edinan adeia apo thn pteryga kai sto kapaki to thlefwno mou. o kathenas kamia sxesh -fainomenika- me ton prohgoumeno gia na zw me thn pseudaisthish pws exw kalupsei kathe pithano typo antra kai nai! einai OLOI malakes xwris exairesh. O aigwkairos- o mysthrios, goiteutikos , ainigmatikos malakas, o parthenos- o analutikos- kollimenos ekastote me thn kithara tou, tous diskous tou, th diaita, th mhxanh, ta tatouaz klpklp malakas, o ixtheis- o "kalo paidi apo spiti me douleia psaxnw gia gynaika pou na aresei sth mama mou na anoixw noikokyrio" malakas, o zygos -o snomp, kai-kalas, hot thing malakas, o didymos- o xumoristas, aneuthunos, "eimai apistos alla eilikrinhs" malakas, o tavros- o intellectuel, yperfyallos, "tha se swsw gt egw mono mporw" malakas kai o lewn - o "wannabe bob marley_dwste mou simasia gt eimai kai polu cool" malakas.. mexri pou proxthes se mia syzhthsh pou eixa me thn toxotina kollhth gia enan akoma epeisodiako xwrismo mou apoakaliuthike h alitheia.. to provlima to exei o apostoleas. ftaiei o hlios sto dwdekato! kouvalaw karma vary san istoria pou leei kai o stelios dionysiou- h exorkismous pou ekana h pou kathariza sxizofrenhs kai isovites..  alla eftase pia o kompos sto xteni! poia eimai egw h mhtera tereza?? grafei pouthena sto koutelo mou osoi provlimatikoi proselthete?? dld tha to grafei logika alla na to vrw na to svisw! egw egkwsa agaph mou! den thelw allo! ftanei! pate koritsia sto xwro kai hlie den xerw ti tha kaneis kateva ston prwto.! xaskw kai apo afrodith (karkino) kai apo selhnh (zygo) kai apo arh (ixtheis) den lew- alla egw mana mou apofasisa.. h pou tha allaxw h pou apo dw kai pera tha tous pataw katw! telos!